I believe honeysuckle smells good.

I believe that honeysuckle smells good. It has a sweet arroma to it. THe smell of it reminds me of my child hood walking or riding a bike down country roads and enjoying the pleasures of being a kid. barefoot in the springtime. walking with my mom hand in hand/ My mon is awesome. she has the biggest heart of anyone I know. She taught me how to love. I love unconditiionally. I find it very easy to forgive peole but cannot ever find the forgive myself.  It is diffecult for me not to correct everything that I know is wrong and type like this. Not as easy as I thought it would be.  I don't have a problem with trying though. I am alwasy up for trying something new. I used to go hunting with my dad. I never killed anything. I just enjoyed the time to stend with him.  I always got to help him clean the kill and help mama cook it.  these are good memories in my mind. time spent with my parents who were always there for me every minute of my life in every situation.  They are the greatest. It is no wandrer I have such good memories.  Honeysuckle always reminds me of them.  It takes me back everytime. I get a whiff of it in my nose and I am transported. I t alwasy gets a deep breath in and a relaxing sigh amd I am calmed. Today has not been calm. there are people running in and out of my office asking for a million differant things as the peer review looks at every noock and cranny.  I want to go home.  My girls are there I hope that I am as good a mom as my parents where for me. I try to encourage and be there for the girls. they are beautiful and growing up very quickly.  I hope that they see good things in me. They love me lots. and I love them back and I hope that when they have a trigger into there past it is a calming experiance that involves their mama and it is peicful and full of good things.   #363